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tinny-veless-omg:

Light em’ up! en We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/116761310
so-personal:

everything personal♡
so-personal:

everything personal♡

"Ich frage mich was mit unserem Leben passiert ist. Wie wir von den glücklichen Menschen zu traurigen Menschen wurden."

- thatmonsterlovesartpop

socialanxietygifs:

When someone tells you that you just need to be positive…
socialanxietygifs:

When someone looks at you and you feel instantly judged..
socialanxietygifs:

When people ignore you because you’re “quiet”…
mymirrordoesnotlie:

So this is me. A girl who is obsessed with how she looks. I am suffering from body dismorphia ( BDD ). What I see in the mirror is a monster. A disgusting monster. Every day is a battle with the mirror. all I can see is an ugly woman. 
Posting this picture is not easy for me. I do it because I want you to see how good I am at faking a smile. People always see me as the funny and happy one. I play a game all day. In fact I am panicking because I hate myself and my body and I know people can see me and at home I cry for hours because of my self hate. 
I post this because I always hide for people because of how I look and today I want to say no to my mind and post this. Even if I hate myself I don’t want my mind to play with me like this. I have to be hard for myself now.
Posting this is really hard for me. I guess I am doing it to hurt myself. So I will have anxiety attacks because people on the internet can see me and judge me. And then I will be more depressed.
Nobody probably cares about this post but I understand. I don’t want to bother you but I have to post this because I would normally never post a picture. It is black and white because that seems more safe.
Maybee people will think I am seeking for attention. No, I am not. This is just  me, a girl with a fucked up mind who don’t know which thoughts and reflections from the mirror are true anymore.
Can’t believe I post this.

i feel the same, but all i can say, you are so damn beautiful. look what society has done to us :(